- Tuesday, February 10, 2004
I'd Rather....
.... luther vandross singing in the background ....
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
She heard this song for quite a while now, but still, everytime, and everyday when she listens to it, a smile could always manage to break into her lips. can't help but smiling..... yes, smiling... =)
Luther sings it so beautifully... there's no doubt about it. This song, she thought, ... does it apply to me? seems like it doesn't, but there's a magical power later on in the lyrics.... especially when Luther sings the chorus...
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself.....
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.....
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart....
Yeah, she thought. Luther is right. Her thoughts fly to the sky.... back to the days, actually these past few weeks, she remembers, suddenly a little joke became so personal.... she got all touchy and sensitive. Then a small tease became the trigger of a snowballed-effect that happened between them....
Why? she asked. Why did I become so sensitive? Since when? Is it because of him? or because of me? Who's to blame? When did I become so emotional? she can't answer these questions, only wonders what happen next along with the song....
we got a long just fine, we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun, though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
Hmm... Luther had a change of heart, and asking his girl to come back to him. He realizes that she was everything to him, even though maybe they had some squarrels back in the days.
than good times with someone else(surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart(you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
She smiles.... and suddenly, there that smile again. Darn it. I can't stop smiling, she said.
Yeah... maybe I'd rather, she thought. I'd rather be in a storm together with him rather than dealing with this (whatever this is)....alone. *sighs*
PS: Rest 'n Relax will be ON-AIR tomorrow with me, live from LA. hehehehe...
Playlist is ready. Script is ready. Here I come... ! x)
Promosi? gak koq. lagi kumat gilpil'nya [gila tampil - red.] aja... wehuehueuhe... *ngumpet*
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